I obviously fail at this too. I didn't realize how much needed to be done. I'm sure most who do this get right to it. Unfortunately, I'm to OCD for that. I want to make sure all things are accounted for. So here is an updated "bucket list".......
1. Say all my goodbyes and let my kids know I loved them.
2. get my property back that I'm currently being illegally deprived of or at least get my kids their stuff back, so they at least have their things.
3. Upload all my poems, writings, pics and playlists to this blog site, or at least the best ones because I have dating back years.
4. finish all paperwork so my wishes are honored.
5.Get all my side hustle (Meathead Labz) set up for the person I'm leaving it to, with wishes to pass to my sons when they are older.
6. Take one short trip to Joshua Tree, so I can see desert one more time. that's where I intend to write my final poem.
7. eat deviled eggs at Bluebird Cafe one last time.
8. Couple final workouts in at my favorite gym location with my old Coach.
Seems stupid, but in my fucked-up head, needs to be done. I want everything about my writings to be out there even though they aren't that good probably. As I'm writing this, I'm listening to a bunch of Corey Talor and Slipknot. Below is the song Snuff. Have a listen, it describes my mood currently.
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